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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

I dont want this to happen, im feeling miserable, im feeling sick, whats wrong with my life? God im so fucking dehydrated already. I can't feel my nose anymore, i only feel the pain. I wasnt the one who wanted grandma to die, i wasnt the one who make daddy drink so much, it wasnt me..... really. The moment i saw daddy cry, i cried too, but i dont know what to do, what can i do? I wasnt the one who dont wanna help out, i wanted to, i got chased back into my room and its my fault too? Mummy i wont forget this slap you gave me just now, my heart aches so much, do you understand me? I really can no longer feel my nose mummy, just because of that slap, my nose is hurt, but my heart aches more. Understand me mummy? I really didnt do anything wrong these few days cause i know daddy could not accept the fact that grandma died. But its not my fault,you said i didnt even console daddy but, i tried to console, but i got scolded in the end, is that my fault too? I really have nothing to say, i wanna die mummy , die you understand? I really need someone to talk to now. But no one's there . Can anyone feel my pain? Its hurting me , it really is.

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Saturday, March 28, 2009

Grandma passed away on thursday morning D:
Sorry to those whom i was suppose to be meeting, will be attending my grandma's wake till monday, i will only be free on tuesday . :D Seriously i have nothing to post! but i've nothing to do now D: Tml after attending grandma's wake, i will going tua. Then sunday, i will be meeting sintua people at sintua at 8.15 in the morning ~.~ to ka kim kor for other tua. Supa busy hor?!?!? Gosh ok time to go, since i have nothing to post D:

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Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Yesterday finally get to meet Ler, En, Zhu, Poopy, Ying. Missed them so many much ok!!!! Was supposed to meet zhu and en in the afternoon to go to wisma , then i waited for the bus for 1++ hrs. And realise, the bus that i have been taking since primary 1 no more alr :( so sad ! Then cancelled the wisma thingy then slacked at home and around 415 i went out, met zhu at yishun platform at 515 . Went down to meet ler and vinny, then we waited for en at S11 then wait wait wait for pewpie and yingzx ! Thenthen i realise that im getting lamer and more childish, GOD!!! Limit and xiaomad came later after dinner, then chatted awhile ler and vinny went off, en went to meet her friends, zhu ying poopy went home, Its left with me limit and xiaomad, we actually dont know where to go but walk a few rounds at northpoint and go backt o S11 to stone, then we were being cheated by xiaomad to go admiralty, 1hr later, its 1147, me and limit cabbed home, END OF MY DAY!

Oh yes i went home and mummy reached home at around 2 and we talked and gossiped about those lil fuckers 1st 2nd 5th uncle, fucking cheebyes. This kind of son ahma have, tsk! Wanna know the story ask me please [: I wouldnt mind sharing their GOOD deeds [: Then i suddenly told mummy about how immature i think i am, Mummy said, yea, take my brother and sister for example, they are worst than me :x My whole family are those kind of childish and immature mind, mummy and daddy are the same also. So if there are anything you dont like about me, sorry, thats me. I couldnt help either, i am borned like this, dont like it just tell me k! :D then talked to mummy till 6+ and we went to watch tv then mummy fell asleep ! Omg LOL i slept at 7.30 am . So yup, thats my day night and morning :D

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Friday, March 20, 2009

Went to hospital to visit grandma today again. She look worst, she did not open her eyes the whole day, and she did not respond to any one. She can't even flip herself on bed. Heartached for her, and today was the first time of my 15 years in life to ever see my dad cry. Upon seeing him cry, i did too. Doctor has already asked us to prepare for the worst already, she might not pass this 24 hours. Daddy and mummy is now tonning at the hospital to look after my grandma. I can only sit down here and hope that nothing would happen to her .

PS: I saw eddie at the hospital, just beside grandma's room. LOL

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Wednesday, March 04, 2009

Like hi ! Its been long since the old me blogged . Ok !! I got nothing to blog so just pictures !!! Those pictures are just picked randomly and all are from different dates as you can see! There are different stories behind each picture. But im hell'a lazy to do the story writing today so yup. I shall continue tml! Ohya. I have more pictures than these but i have to delete them :( I really want to post them up but i cant you see !! I have a very very good reason. dont ask me why -_-.

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