Cry Cries Cried-

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Today went to school as usual, after school went to bugis with Vanessa, Sara, Regene and Wanting. Sara and Wanting did hair extensions while Vanessa went to do her nails, fucking pretty, i swear. Gene and me was sitting beside Van and talking and chatting while she's doing her nails. Gene went to meet her boyfriend at 6+ evening. Sara and Wanting came later after their extensions and we chatted again then Kahyok came for awhile and went home with Ting. Then Sara,Van and me went home after buying chicken(!) HAHAHA While walking Van to the busstop, someone approached Sara and asked for her number, then me and Van was staring and smiled at each other. Upon hearing that guy's friend wanted her number, she 'HUH-ed' loudly with mouthful of chicken LOL!!. Then when we was at the busstop, Sara suddenly said she's very scared later the group of guys come out, then after she said for 0.01 second, the group of guys walked out, then i said 'Neh come out already'. Then we three went LOL-ing. Today and yesterday was fun . I seriously luv them all [:

Thanks Wanting,Sara,Vanessa,Regene,Kahyok,Peiqin and all others for making me happy when i feel down. Cheering me up and talking to me and telling me time will go very fast. Telling me that you will be there whenever i need someone to talk to. I'm very touched, I love you guys so so much, thank you♥

Day 6

Come home soon will you? I miss you, really. I've went to court on the 15th. I bet you dont know. I waited outside . I was afraid , really. When i saw your mum walking out of the court room, and told me that i missed you, I couldnt help but teared. I tried to hold back, I dont wanna cry infront of your mum. Your mum told me to go back there the same time same place on 1st oct. I'm still waiting , waiting for the time to go away faster . I wanna see you, real badly. I miss you so much. Days went by, looking back at our photos everday, every morning in the train on the way going to school and going back home from school. Every night before i go to sleep. I still can't get used to it without you by my side making me go to sleep. I can't get used without you playing the computer and leaving me alone and let me disturb you. I can't get used to you not waiting for me at home to dismiss from school everyday. I can't get used to not seeing you everyday. Now there's no one to entertain me, make my day, let me love, no one to let me bite everyday. All i can do now is wait, wait for you like how you waited for me. I will wait for your return ok darling? When would we be like before?

Darling, I love you, so so much♥

JOR:Darling i miss youyouyouyouyou ! I not pizzed already, was just an anger at that bloody moment LOL
nasrul;D: Oh im studying at private beauty school [:

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